June 10th

June 10th was really means a lot for me :-( Waktu itu gw kenalan sama orang namanya Gibran. He's awesome, meaningfull for me, cool, sweet, carefull. But not anymore. He didn't love me anymore. Ok, gw ga mau muna I still love him. I can't let him go. Mmmm I'll tell you guys the story/history about 10... Wkt itu gw lg bbman sm Gibran siang2, itu tanggal 10 dia masih sekolah sedangkan gw udah libur. Gw itu kalo makan emg se enak nya, tapi Gibran suruh makan mulu dan makan nya harus pake nasi. Wkt itu gw selalu bilang "nanti" dan akhirnya dia marah sm gw, karena gw gak mau Gibran marah gw makan. Though, gw mls dan jijik bgt wkt itu buat makan. Selesai gw makan gw kasih tau Gibran gw udh makan pake nasi blablablah. Dia ga marah lagi. I was so woohoo I love this guy, he really take care of me. Gw udh lama bgt ga di giniin sm siapa2 tb2 Gibran dtg dan dia baik banget. Trs wkt itu jam 17.26 dia bilang dia sayang gw, dia nanya balik gw sayang ngga sama gibran. Gw bilang gw sayang........ Akhirnya dia nembak dan kita pacaran. EVERYONE were surprise. They called, text, chat, mention me. I was really happy at the same time. Gw jadian sm Gibran ga cuma sekedar jadian kok, dia buat gw jadi lebih rajin bangun pagi karena gw mau bangun bareng sama Gibran , oke walaupun setiap gw bangun pasti Gibran udah bangun duluan gw seneng. Bran, I miss you so much. Aku ga tahan nangis ngetik nya. Gibran buat gw jadi baik, jadi bangun pagi, jadi inget makan walaupun itu yg paling susah.
Mungkin Gibran pikir gw org nya careless or whatever. Tp sebenernya gw care bgt sm Gibran, gw sayang. Gw paling ga mau kalo Gibran naik motor ga pake jaket atau keujanan. Bran, do you see how much I need you right now?! :"( ok thats all.