09 Juli 2010

Describe Teenager in Many Words

Save our earth


Make it happen






What I Want To Do Before I Die



1. Fall asleep and wake up in your arms
2. Be the best person I can be
3. Make an impact on someone's life, in a good way
4. Love somebody with all my heart
5. Make something beautiful
6. Help someone
7. Hear your laugh, cause ur laugh is the best sound i have ever heard :-)

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too


When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

This song for you, G.

01 Juli 2010

I miss everything about him

Talk about Gibran. Dia itu baik bgt loh, dia ga pernah marah sama gw, kalo marah itu pasti gw yang mulai. Gw inget wkt itu Gibran marah dan gw marah. Tp sebenernya gw kangen banget sm Gibran, gw mau bbmin dia tp gw takut. Tp di akhir bbm gw bilang jangan lupa makan sm minum obat. Trs gibran bilang kangen, dia mau otp. Trs gw marahin gibran. Akhirnya dia marah lagi, trs gw telf deh Gibran nya. Akhirnya kita maafan. Oh iya! Gw juga blm cerita, wkt itu gw jalan pertama sm Gibran itu gw seneng bgt. He hugged me. I wished "hold me like you'll never let me go". Tp ternyata wish gw yg itu ga dikabulin ya, Gibran's not mine anymore. Dia udh lupa sama gw, dan ga bakal inget. Gw menghilang biar gw lupa sm Gibran. Tp tetep aja susah. Gw selalu inget. Gw ga mau contact Gibran krn gw takut gw jd MOOD DESTROYER nya Gibran. I miss his voice, his laugh, everything. Aku kangen kamu telf trs kamu nyanyi2, ya mungkin nyanyi nya bukan buat aku tp aku seneng bgt. Bran km inget aku ga sih, apa emg aku gampang bgt buat di lupain :-(

June 10th

June 10th was really means a lot for me :-( Waktu itu gw kenalan sama orang namanya Gibran. He's awesome, meaningfull for me, cool, sweet, carefull. But not anymore. He didn't love me anymore. Ok, gw ga mau muna I still love him. I can't let him go. Mmmm I'll tell you guys the story/history about 10... Wkt itu gw lg bbman sm Gibran siang2, itu tanggal 10 dia masih sekolah sedangkan gw udah libur. Gw itu kalo makan emg se enak nya, tapi Gibran suruh makan mulu dan makan nya harus pake nasi. Wkt itu gw selalu bilang "nanti" dan akhirnya dia marah sm gw, karena gw gak mau Gibran marah gw makan. Though, gw mls dan jijik bgt wkt itu buat makan. Selesai gw makan gw kasih tau Gibran gw udh makan pake nasi blablablah. Dia ga marah lagi. I was so woohoo I love this guy, he really take care of me. Gw udh lama bgt ga di giniin sm siapa2 tb2 Gibran dtg dan dia baik banget. Trs wkt itu jam 17.26 dia bilang dia sayang gw, dia nanya balik gw sayang ngga sama gibran. Gw bilang gw sayang........ Akhirnya dia nembak dan kita pacaran. EVERYONE were surprise. They called, text, chat, mention me. I was really happy at the same time. Gw jadian sm Gibran ga cuma sekedar jadian kok, dia buat gw jadi lebih rajin bangun pagi karena gw mau bangun bareng sama Gibran , oke walaupun setiap gw bangun pasti Gibran udah bangun duluan gw seneng. Bran, I miss you so much. Aku ga tahan nangis ngetik nya. Gibran buat gw jadi baik, jadi bangun pagi, jadi inget makan walaupun itu yg paling susah.
Mungkin Gibran pikir gw org nya careless or whatever. Tp sebenernya gw care bgt sm Gibran, gw sayang. Gw paling ga mau kalo Gibran naik motor ga pake jaket atau keujanan. Bran, do you see how much I need you right now?! :"( ok thats all.